"Albrecht Wellmer has drawn my attention to one way that an aesthetic experience which is not framed around *yawn* the experts' critical judgement *yawn* of tase can have its significance altered" *YAW....ARGH!*....
That is just one of the thousand sentences from my Architectural Theory+History Theoretical Readers text book and i can't understand a single thing from the text i'm reading. Maybe i'm stupid or maybe they're not meant to be understood at all. Whatever it is lets move on into somethin else. Now let see...mmk...
Lots of people had been asking me about the drastic changes that i did to myself during the post-high school years and its no surprise that some people even asked me if i had plastic surgery on my lips and eyebrows because it looks completly different from the highschool days. Frankly speaking, I nvr intended to make a 180deg. turning point from a geek to wut i am now but under some bitter circumstances, i was pushed to the boundary, making a huge impact on my life.
Things like being picked for fun and being the main character behind ppl's novel are some of the factors that had shattered my self-confidence. Sometimes i just wished that the world can just leave me alone but sadly, it seems that the world can't rotate without people talking bad bout me in particular. I'm sure there will be some 'philosophers' out there who dare to say 'unfortunately thats how the world is' but all i can say is, 'thank q for changing the rules of life by twisting the truthful facts of simplicty'. All i know at that time is just be good and the world will leave you alone but i nvr knew being 'not so good looking' is a crime of the century.
Now that i've learn. I knew i have to put myself back in whole and this is what i am now...and i'm still changing....physically and mentally.
PS: i don hav plastic surgery on my lips and brows
PS: Despite the constant changes, my taste for music has always been the same. Was pretty excited when i found an old MV by the Miami Sound Machine. Its called A toda maquina (the spanish version of orange express from the Eyes of innocence album)
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